Friday, October 11, 2013

It is Friday- But not so YAY for me.

Another typical day here. I do enjoy my husband being off on Fridays. I enjoy the time we spend together. I am babysitting today. I have the little man M-F. I have been in a depressed/blah mood for several months now. Things that have been really bothering me. I had a heart to heart with my husband yesterday. He completely understands why I am upset and let me just get it all out there. The thing is, I wish I could post about it all here. BUT I can't because for some reason when I mention family things on social media, it gets blown up and someone wants to run their mouth and cause drama about it. There is a difference in dogging someone and venting. 
It sucks I can't reach out to you all and see if you can relate to the situation that I am in. Have you ever just wanted to grab your signifigant other and say " Lets leave now! Lets pick up and go and let it be just you and me-the kids and NO ONE else?".  That is how I feel. I did reach out and try to fix things but my husband will be the one to tell people whats wrong when I don't go with him. We live in the Nashville area. There is a ton to do here but I don't have my family here at all. I haven't got to spend a Holiday with MY family in the last several years. I hope I get my turn this year. It would be pretty amazing. 
I know this is completely random- but I wish we had two vehicles. Having only one has kept me from getting a job out of the home. I am babysitting to try and bring in extra income as well as get "jobs" though my blog. Some people don't understand I am not just sitting on my @ss. That is another rant in itself. On a good note- Jon and I are celebrating two years of marriage on November 5th! =)
Anyways- that is all for now. Thanks for reading my random- useless rant!
 

4 comments:

  1. I am sorry to hear you are going through a tough time. I hope you are able to get some relief from your situation maybe moving to a different area would help. Just remember that everyone struggles and God will not give us more than we can take.

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  2. I think it is okay to talk about how you feel and if something is bothering you it really does help to talk about it. I hope you get to spend the Holidays with your family. We all have struggles in life, and I totally relate to wanting to get up and leave.

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  3. i know exactly what you're saying! especially petty girls that are SUPPOSED to be your friends and family...

    vanitizebaby@yahoo.com

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  4. i know exactly what you're saying! especially petty girls that are SUPPOSED to be your friends and family...

    vanitizebaby@yahoo.com

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