One year ago, I lost a piece of me that I will never get back. Our daughter was born still at 20 weeks. So perfect. So tiny. She had Anencephaly. You can read our story here. I can't believe that it has been a year. Her birthday is the day of her death. I miss her so much. I wish she was safe in my womb all over again. Why do good people have bad things happen to them? Why are we having trouble conceiving again? Don't tell me it is "Gods plan" or "It will happen when it happens". My daughter is dead. My daughter was ripped away from this world and didn't even have a fighting chance. I hope one day there can be a miracle cure. I hope one day, a mother shouldn't have to visit her baby in a cemetery or see their urn in their living room. I hate the world right now. I hate it all.
I survived the first year of grief. I am still here and my husband- my supporter, my best friend has been with me every step of the way. Happy First Birthday/Angelversary in Heaven our sweet sweet baby girl. Mommy and Daddy Love you.